In a dilemma

I'm flying off tonight. I'm going to USA. But why am I not super excited? After all it's USA. It should be every 18 years old girl or guy's wish to go there one day, I guess. My friends envy me. Somehow part of me wants to go but part of me wants to stay back.There's still so many unfinish business and I can't just leave like that.

- Stupid Malaysian studies test spoilt my holiday mood.

- Gonna miss 3 days of classes

- Ed-Excel exam next year

- Parents-lecturer conference

- Haven't collect statement of entry

- Haven't pay fees.

The thing that I regret most is not being able to sit for the stupid m'sian studies test. How I wish I can just cut myself into halve! =P